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[Wednesday the 7th] |
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i think i'm slowly learning that you can't always be enough for everyone.
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[Thursday the 1st] |
the worst thing in the world is being up at night searching for an explaination for something that can't be explained.
it's been explained scientifically and broken down into medical terms
but that isn't enough.
i don't think anything that is ever going to be said is going to ever be enough.
everything happens for a reason blahblahblah...
i'm so sick of being able to count down the seconds that you've been gone.
no matter what day it is i know the exact amount of months, days weeks, hours that you've been gone. it's always there. it's always going to be there.
i just want to sleep.
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[Tuesday the 31st] |
My father passed away sunday night
We're holding a wake for him tomorrow afternoon (Wednesday, August 1st) at Kraeer Funeral Home from 2:00-4:00 pm (open casket) and 6:00-8:00 pm (closed casket)
1655 University Drive
Coral Springs, Fl
33067
It's right across from Chilis and next to an Olive Garden
and then the actual service for him is on Thursday August 2nd at 10:00 am at St Andrews Church
9950 NW 29th St
Coral Springs, Fl
33067
It's right near Coral Springs Medical Center and right by Mullins Park
I don't know who looks at LiveJournal anymore but a great many of you knew my Dad and for a long time he gave us a place to have fun at, so I'd really appreciate any of you coming to pay your respects.
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[Friday the 8th] |
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wanna wish the best to you..
so wish day, wash day
whadddya say birthday?
happy birthday, happy birthday!
there's sorrow in the air, peple dying everywhere
happy birthday, happy birthday, happy birthday...TO YOU!
[uh uh]
happy birthday nicholas paul wagner!
you're 21, hooray for you =]
i've now offically posted happy birthday to you on every website known to mankind
you're an amazing human being and thank you for being an amazing friend
get wasstteeddd, love you.
best wishes =]
happy birthhhdaaaayyyy !!!
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[Wednesday the 23rd] |
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY JENNA CHRISTINA STONE
even though livejournal is gay and its kind of lame to make lj birthday posts with sentiment, i'm still doing it.
jenna [heff],
i hope it is nothing short of amazing. you've accomplished so much in these past 20 years, and i can only hope to be half the person you are now when i am 45 years old. you've gotten me through so much, and even when you're not around, or we haven't talked in a while and i get stuck with a problem or i'm upset about something, i think of something you've done or said and usually it gets me through whatever i am doing. you've accomplished so much in this year alone, and i'm so happy for you. you're the one single person i can say anything to and know you understand right away with out any explaination. usually i can give you a look and you alrady know what i am thinking or what i'm about to say. though we barely see eachother anymore, you're still my "bee eff eff" and i know i can always count on you, and i know that no matter what our friendship will surpass many things. you're an incredible person and i hope you realized that everytime you look in the mirror. i miss you way too much. i say this all the time, but you are the one person, above anyone, who deserves happiness. if you ever get sad, remember these few things: daytona drives, mean jokes about greasy people, drunken showers, rounds of never have i ever, mexicans, dogs don't wear pants, and our bruised fists.
you're as cold as ice. =]
best wishes, have an amazing 20th birthday.
love always,
ashley [cow]
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[Wednesday the 10th] |
CORAL SPRINGS HIGH SCHOOL PRESENTS:
'Woodhouse Grove' written by Walter Hollmann and directed by Nickie Helin
and
'At Long Last' written by Allie Longworth and directed by Amanda Toomey
Wednesday, May 10th 2006 at 7:30 P.M.
$3 for Students
$5 for Adults
Dessert will be served.
WOODHOUSEGROVE: By Walter Hollmann. Dr. Hector Gabriel has been murdered, andeveryone is a suspect: His beautiful wife, Solange, desired by many.Her unbalanced sister, Giselle, who speaks in riddles. The lord of themanor, Paul Devlin. His loyal housekeeper, Mrs. Wickham. It's up toInspector Christie to find out who done it!
AT LONG LAST: ByAllie Longworth. Sarah, a 17 year old high school student, has likedCaleb since the minute she laid eyes on him. He has done everything butdate her best friend (though he almost did go there) to torture herduring the time of her liking him, and she has finally had enough.Sarah gets up the nerve to tell Caleb how she feels with all herfriends there watching. She’s sure it’ll be a train wreck, but deepinside she hopes she’ll wind up with the boy of her dreams… at longlast.
Coral Springs High School Auditorium
7201 West Sample Road
Coral Springs, FL 33065
754 322 0500
I'll love you forever! ♥♥♥
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[Tuesday the 25th] |
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Coral Springs High School Presents :
'Children of a Lesser God'
A love story about a speech teacher and a deaf girl trying to over come the obstacles of having different communication skills and the troubles of trying to bring one another into their world.
Wednesday, April 26th and Thursday, April 27th
7:30 PM
$5.00 for children
$7.00 for adults
Free with Thespian card.
If you love me you'll come see this =]
please and thankkkss!!!
<3<3
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[Tuesday the 4th] |
Question how does a girl who falls, no actually jumps eyes wide open,down a rabbit hole, plummeting into chaos come out unchanged?
Answer, she doesn't.
something isn't right
and i can't quite put my finger on it
confusion, worry and stress are the three worst mixed emotions
i'm constantly on the verge of tears these past few days and i have no idea why
but, tomorrow morning i leave for states
something tells me five days won't be enough
but its better then nothing
<3<3
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[Wednesday the 25th] |
Life is relatively fabulous right now.
a few things are stabbing me here and there
but besides a few stressful & mind boggling problems..
I am a genuinely happy girl.
=]
life is fun
kbye.
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[Monday the 21st] |
so homecoming ended up being alot of fun !
( PICTURESSSS<3 )
school tomorrow, and not wednesday for me. yayyy<3
i'm excited for this weekend.
everyone is home from school which means i get to see all of my friends at once!
and i get to see RENT!
oh yes oh yes oh yessssssss
<3<3,
anmll
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| jumping on the bandwaggon... |
[Friday the 7th] |
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I AM: bored
I WANT: someone to come scratch my back
I HAVE: amazing friends
I WISH: at 11:11
I HATE: people who complain about things and do NOTHING to fix it, shitty girls, feeling unappreciated or unimportant
I MISS: my mom, my neice, and my friends
I FEAR: being weak
I HEAR: hellogoodbye
I SEARCH: for new bands to listen to
I WONDER: what happened on monday
I REGRET: letting my guard down
I LOVE: laughing, making wishes, when i get butterflies in my stomach
I ACHE: for cold weather ? does that make sense? what the fuck ever.
I ALWAYS: worry
I AM NOT: in the mood to wake up early and wash cars tomorrow
I DANCE: in second hour, and in my room, and hopefully at a dance studio soon
I SING: horribly and loudly
I CRY: when i think to much
I AM NOT ALWAYS: a bitch
I WRITE: when i need to say things that i can't say to anyone but myself
I WIN: at life
I LOSE: my temper very easily
I CONFUSE: myself, and sometimes other people
I SHOULD: stop caring so much about people who don't care half as much back
i wish i could fill out surveys for the rest of my life, they entertain me way to much.
tonight was funnn <3
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[Tuesday the 4th] |
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Post a comment and...
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
4. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
5. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
6. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
7. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.
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[Sunday the 28th] |
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this is what i do on my saturday nights :
boys<3
also,
tomorrow these three girls
 will be offically moved in to there dorm at FIU in miami.
i wish you three the best of luck
your three of my best friends and are all amazing in your own ways.
you're all smart girls and you'll do fine in school, so don't stress it!
and i look forward to the many weekends of me down there with you
and the many weekends that you will be up here visiting me because you simply just can't live with out me.
but no really, you guys will all do amazing !
best of luck!
♥
so my life now lies in Orlando, Miami, and Talahasse.
ps-kassandra.. i haven't talked you in a bit.. i miss you..hope all is well <3<3
nothing in my life is consistent, and i hate it.
k, off to watch punk drunk love.
<3,
ashley
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so, i've been in school for 3 days and i'm already super stressed out about it, and its making my face break out. aahhh.
i wasn't ready for summer to end, and i especially wasn't ready for the things that ended when summer ended, but things work out for the best right? right. and for once i firmly believe that.
i'm okay with my classes. i love anatomy but i have to switch out, but i'll get it again next semester.
i hate algebra 2, that class is the one that makes me stressed because my teacher smokes crack. so i'm hoping to switch out, and if they don't let me.. then i guess thats one more math teacher i'll be threatning.. only not.
ummm, life is dull. my mom gets married in less then a month, not excited for that at all, shes marrying satin and it sucks.
my dad is wierd lately and i don't like it. i want him to be happy.
i got a root canal yesterday and my tooth is killing me
I NEED A JOB. help.
i need to go shopping badly
but i got new pretty shoes today to hold me over for a little bit.
in a few weeks all of my best friends will be offically gone. the cloests ones are 45 minutes it will probably feel like a million miles away. aaaahhhh.
someone be my friend
long boring post about my life.
only 9 months till i graduate. agh. ONLY. ha.
and these 9 months are going to go by so s l o w.
lalallalove,
anmll <3
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| Sexy lady, drives me crazy. (sexy lady = Sam) |
[Tuesday the 10th] |
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I love myself more than you.
Do you ever fantasize about me?
Comment with yes.
Because I know there is no one out there who doesn't fantasize about me.
:D
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[Saturday the 7th] |
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you know what's nice?
when you've been friends with someone for years,
and you connected with them since the beginning
and as they grew, you grew
and you just know that no matter what
even when your 30 and have kids
they'll still be the one friend from highschool that you still talk to
i'm so glad that i have that
i'm so glad that i have you
i love that we're such opposites
and i love when people say 'that girl rachel is so nice'
and i'm like yeah, she's my best friend bitcchh.
your card made me cry, and i'm just so glad that through EVERYthing
you've really really stuck around
and even when i was breaking phones or kicking in walls,
or just screaming and crying for no reason
you sat there and smiled and told me everything would be okay
and it always was, and just your amazing
i don't even know how to get out everything i feel about you
so basically...
i love you rachel ann olemdo
<3<3,
ashley nicole marie leann lamanna
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| WHO'S BIRTHDAY IS IT? |
[Wednesday the 4th] |
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THAT'S RIGHT, MINE.
I'VE ONLY BEEN TALKING ABOUT IT NON STOP.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME =]
...now off to school. BAH.
<3<3<3
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| CORAL SPRINGS HIGH SCHOOL PRESENNTTTSSS... |
[Thursday the 10th] |
Tomorrow night at Coral Springs High School, the drama program is putting on a short play entitled "In the still of the Night" which was written by sophmore Walter Hallman. RACHEL ANN OLMEDO IS THE LEAD IN IT, AND IT IS HER LAST SHOW EVER WITH CSHS, SO IT WOULD MEAN SO MUCH TO HER IF ANYONE COULD COME, AND IT'S ALSO OUR LAST TIME PERFORMING TOGETHER AS WELL. SO COME BECAUSE YOU LOVE ME AND RACHEL.
Before the play, we will be doing a few scenes from competetion, mine and rachel's scene being one of them =]
it's 5$ and starts at 7:00. The whole thing will run about an hour long.
i know most of you are going to the show, but i figured i'd give it a try anyway, because we need as much support as we can.
So, if your not doing anything, come out and watch and help us raise money for states.
thank you thank you
<3<3
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[Thursday the 17th] |
The District 7 Florida Thespians present:
DISTRICT 7 TALENT SHOWCASE
Thursday, February 17, 2005 (today)
7:00 p.m.
Piper High School
800 NW 44th St.
Sunrise, FL 33351
part of the money is donated to broadway cares/equity fights aids.
i'm in one of the things being performed,
go if you arent doing anything tonight !
<3
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[Wednesday the 19th] |
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started dance tonight.
it sucks,
well actually.. i suck.
i thought i'd catch on real quick and everything would just come back
but oh noo, it didn't. can't even like lift my leg anymore. how sad.
no more sleeping all day for me
i have to catch up quiccckkllyyy
blaaaahh
so much homework
i hate absolutely everything right now.
ashley=unhappy.
the end.
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| Attn: everyone and anyone. |
[Tuesday the 4th] |
This is the last week for most people's break.. so i think that we should organize a bbq and some type of sport to play after, i dont care where or when or who comes, i just want everyone to be together and have some fucking fun, and i know i always had fun at the bbqs and kickball/dodgeball games.. so if anyone is down and wants to organize it since im not to good with that stuff... then comment.
<3<3
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[Wednesday the 1st] |
Acting for AIDS benefit is this Thursday[tomorrow] at 7:00pm in the Coral Springs High School Auditorium.
Tickets are just $4 and it's for a great cause.
All proceeds will go to Broadway Cares/Equity Fights AIDS.
It's about 10 or 11 random songs and scenes performed by diffrent people.
I'm doing a monologue, and my duet scene with rachel that we're taking to districts.
So, come out if you can ! <33
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[Wednesday the 17th] |
Come see Coral Springs High School's Fall Production:
ONCE ON THIS ISLAND
The epic tale of two star-crossed lovers and what happens when their worlds collide.
Wednesday, Nov. 17th (tonight)7:00pm
Thursday, Nov. 18th (tomorrow night) 7:00pm
$5- students $7- adults
We'll be taking Broadway Cares/Equity Fights AIDS contributionsat the end of the performance. And we have beautiful, comfy, new auditorium seats!
It's nothing like Taravellas beauty of the beast, so if you go, don't expect anything that amazing. It should be fun to watch, and it would really mean alot, so if you have nothing to do tonight, or tomororw night.. then come & watch =]
<33
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[Saturday the 9th] |
I LOVE ASHLEY LAMANNA SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH SHE IS THE BESTEST BEST PERSON EVER AND I HOPE SHE NEVER EVER FORGETS THAT!!!!
love always,
stephanie
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[Wednesday the 8th] |
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it's amazing how you think you can keep walking in and out of my life. this is what.. the second or third time? and it will certainly be the last. i can't believe i actually bought in to anything you said. you've broken promises before, and you'll do it again. you've gotten all you will ever get out of me. i really don't know who you think you are just walking in and out of peoples lives, saying things that people don't deserve to hear, and then thinking that it will end up okay. not this time, because it's not okay. and it never will be okay. i must say you've sucessfully broken down the two people who ever truely cared about you. but it's not like this is the first time you've done it to me, i'm used to it by now, and that's just pathetic. i know it's my fault for going out of my way, but i didn't think a thank you was really expecting all to much, but apparently for you, that would be asking for the world. it's really sad that i still wish the best for you, and i'll always think your a great person, and that i still want to be there for you, but like you deleted me from your life at one point, i'm deleting you from mine. i'm done, and this time.. i mean it.
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[Monday the 3rd] |
someone find out who this email address belongs to : pink_lipqloss@yahoo.com
or who made the email address up.
someone knows.
because people don't just guess my fucking password, and then change it, and then change my info to 'my name is ashley, and i love penis, mafiamafiamafia' and then delete my journal.
it's just a journal, it's not that big of a deal, just don't fucking talk shit in code, or hide behind your computer screen logged in to MY username.
so, you people have less of a life then i thought before. that's cute.
no no, really it is.
d e a d.
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[Saturday the 27th] |
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so what do you do when you feel uncomfortable around the people who are supposed to be your friends.
don't fucking feed me that 'i love you, i care about you' bullshit if you don't mean it.
i have a serious jealous rage problem. whatever fuck it.
i've started throwing phones again. haaaaaaaa.
nothing fucking matters anymore. nothing.
the days just pass by and i dont even know what i do anymore, because everything just seems like a big blur. not because im drunk or something, just beacuse i don't care to stop and look.
my whole life i thought it was everyone else.
but this whole times it been me.
i'll never understand my own thought process, or why i do this to myself.
There are some things that you just can't plan ahead of time, but knowing yourself better is always a good thing.
that's what my horoscope said. it's perfecly correct.
falling apart.
okay go fucking kill you're self.
temanna talks. ♥
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[Friday the 27th] |
friends only.
comment.
♥
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